attentiondeficite's posterous http://attentiondeficite.posterous.com Most recent posts at attentiondeficite's posterous posterous.com Tue, 26 Jul 2011 22:51:23 -0700 Untitled http://attentiondeficite.posterous.com/62660956 http://attentiondeficite.posterous.com/62660956 I'm sitting here in bed, trying to fall asleep. But brain keeps buzzing with these secrets that I keep. Emotions concealed, thoughts never revealed. Inside of me forever to be sealed. Immune to diffusion, forever I'll remain, pretending all the while that I feel no pain. But beneath all the lies, behind the disguise, if you look into my eyes, you will realize that my pain grows much stronger, and I weaken everyday, kicking, screaming, struggling, trying to find a way, the one that's right for me, not what you wanted me to be, trying to overcome this juggernaut inside of me. Internally, I'm like Jekyll and Hyde, I want to love myself, but there's a side that I despise, keep trying, to fix what I've undone, but I always find my self on both sides of the gun... (to be continued)

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